Happy Mother's Day

From the time we started trying to start a family I already loved my future child. I will never forget the first pregnancy test I took and it was negative. I was crushed to see "Not Pregnant". I wanted to be pregnant so bad! Then finally we became pregnant with Brody and it was the best feeling I could ever have. I had this precious little baby growing inside me. He needed me and I needed him just as much. He was going to complete my life. When I met him for the first time and I looked at this precious baby that we had created, I feel in love with him. It's a love that I have never felt before! It's a love that could never ever leave me. I could lose everything in the world, but this love I have for Brody would never be taken from me. Each day I fall more in love with him.

We started trying again for another baby and became pregnant very quick the second time. I again fell in love with my little baby! My little angel already had it's wings when I went to hear the heartbeat. Some might not think that this was even a baby yet, but it was to me. This was my baby from the minute it started growing inside me. I will always love this precious little grain of rice!

My third pregnancy was so easy! I loved it! Casey told everyone I would be pregnant all the time. The truth is I probably would be. I think losing the second baby made me realize not to take anything for granted. Yes I was uncomfortable, but I was pregnant! When I found out I was having a girl, I was so excited! Keagan's birth was amazing and the first time I heard her little cry my heart just melted!

I am a Mother because these 3 precious babies call me "Momma". I always knew I wanted kids, but I never knew it would be like this. I have two babies here on earth that need me and depend on me for everything. I want to be the best Mother for them that I could possibly be. I never want to look back and regret anything!

To my babies...Brody and Keagan,

Momma loves both of you so much. I'm so thankful that I am your Mommy. From the moment I found out you were growing inside me I fell in love with you. You have made my life complete and you have brought me so much joy. I fall more in love with you each minute that passes. I want you to know that you are the best of me! There isn't anything in this world that can compare to the moment that I held you in my arms for the very first time. I want you both to know that I will always be there for you. I will stand by your side through everything!! You both are my little pieces of heaven. You are the reason I can celebrate today...if not for you I would never know what being a "MOTHER" feels like. I love you my sweet babies!