My first week back......

Well my first week of work is over and done with since coming off of maternity leave. I have to admit that this time was so much harder going back. In the weeks leading up to me returning to work I was thinking to myself how I would deal with working night shift and taking care of two kids with little or no sleep.

My first night back was great! I loved catching up with all of my co-workers and just being out of the house!! Although, I was having a good time I still in the back of my mind was thinking about Brody and Keagan. The next morning I came home and seen were Casey had posted on facebook about how hard it was taking care of two kids. I can tell you this him saying that meant more to me than he will ever know. Just that he acknowledged that it was hard work and not as easy as he thought made me smile.

With Casey being off work Wednesday and Thursday of my week, I was able to come straight home and get a few hours of sleep. So far my body has adjusted pretty good to being up all night. My guilt however, is a different story!!! I have to manage my time when I'm working wisely! On top of all the duties I have here at the house, I need to make sure my kids have all of my attention as well. This wasn't so bad for me when it was just Brody, but now that Keagan is here I want to make sure both of the kids do not feel neglected.

I probably drove everyone crazy with all of the pictures and talking non-stop about my kids. I really missed them so much and I'm sure I will make up for it these eight days! I just hope I don't spoil them too much!!!